Read this from a fren's blog.. Her friend had defined the difference between a crush, like and love..

Crush - means you are attracted to the person's outward appearance and the way this person talks, dress and carry him or herself...almost like you like some drama star or idol.. but you don't really know the person.

Like - means you know the person for quite a while, form a certain understanding... appreciate the good points that this person may have. it's like u kind of know what this person thinks.. u appreciate the person's values and way of communication... and you start to think.... he/she really understands me and nice...

Love - means regardless how many mistakes this person make, sometimes his or her habits irritates you, when there is a commitment to one another. when you accept for who this person is.

Quite true..

Happiness are always shortlived, aren't they?

Wats wrong with mi?

some indications for the week, on a scale of 10:

Happiness: 3/10

Tiredness: 7/10

Sleepiness: 8/10

Punctuality: 8/10

Body conditions: 3/10

My gastric problems seem to be worsening.. 2 attacks in 2 consecutive days.. Ytd was worse.. i was feeling a bit hungry at abt 4pm plus. But cos i was v busy with work, i  carried on doing with watever i was doing and watever that was outstanding. at abt 5pm the attack came.. super duper pain.. but i still got some calls to make.. 5.30 onwards veri hard to contact ppl le, so usually i'll try to finish all the callings b4 5.30pm..

so i gei kiang and continued to endure.. till abt 5.40 then i manage to finish and faster grab my biscuits to eat..  I was in a great pain by then, that walking to the photoopying machine to get my printouts were a torture..

was contemplating whether wanna take a cab home annot.. but by the time i finished doing my things, abt 6.20 le, n not in so much pain le.. and the main thing is, my wallet onli have $12, which i dun think is enough for mi to make it home, and the thought of walking to the nearest atm machine made mi make up my mind to take a bus home instead.

anyway, felt much better as the time passes.

just now got another attack.. it was like gradual pain for 5 seconds, then pause for 10 seconds, and came back again..

haiz.. wats wrong with my gastric?

was feeling pretty bored n lonely recently.. luckily i had bought some animation recently, so these few nights i had a veri routined lifestyle. 7+ pm reach home, sit in living room watch tv and dinner till 9pm, continue to watch tv till 10pm.. shower and watched the animation till abt 12am..  Too bored le, and think too much le, making myself so unhappy.. i realised that except for work, i seldom smile for the entire week..

wats wrong with mi???

stupid voice is making mi sound like a frog with a bad throat... faintz

i avoided speaking today, onli made some calls when i need to.. n tok onli if i haf to..

sianz this week i got another 50 calls to make, on top of the other calls for renewals etc etc..

gotta finish the calls by thur.. cos today i no voice to talk, i did other things instead.. typed the list of the 50 calls that i gotta make. was contemplating wanna ask the intern gal to type for mi annot, as i did the other time.. but then, in the end i gotta make some changes.. so in the end i typed all out.. wait till i made the calls then ask her to key in the data that i had scribbled into the spreadsheet.. heez

one good thing to rejoice.. my director was training mi something abt valuation.. asked mi to recommend rental rates and give justifications to the rates that i had given.. i had many tries le, and still was unsatisfactory.. the most recent one she asked mi to try, today i went into her office for the 2nd time, and my tables and justifications were ok.. She made 1 adjustment out of the 3, so that the increment of that tenant will tally with the rates of another tenant. But I'm still v pleased.. After so many tries, so many errors, so many i-dun-know-who-to-ask and who-can-help-me questions, i finally got the method.. yippee~~